A prayer

 on Thursday, February 10, 2011 at 2:00am

I had no idea that in listening to those older, those I deemed as mightier in Your word that I had condemned myself as inferior as lacking.  I am so sorry for how I have misjudged both of us.  Limiting your power in me and my work.  In how you are able to use me.  I give myself to You again. This time I also give over to you my reserve, my need for acceptance and my need to let others decide for me.  I give myself to you as never before you have me in total only you know all my fortresses that must be demolished. Only you know my every sin.  Only You know the complete truth of me from birth to death. You know it all. You created me.  You know me.  I am yours.  Do not, I beg of you let me take even a small portion back.  Keep me on Your road move me forward, show me not only my path but the way to clear it.  Remove my fortresses, send me who/what I need to break them down, direct me as only you can.  Go before those whom you are sending to help me through this and give them insight and strength to help me, stick by me and guide me.  Give them the ability to see your light in me and bring them forth in such a manner that both of us know without a doubt which way you are leading me.  And Lord give me the strength to follow where you lead.  Give me the discernment I need to go forth and help me in my marriage. Show me as clearly as only you can my the path with my husband.  Lead me Lord and help me, make me, tether me to you, so I will follow.  Make me so I can go neither to the right or to the left. Make me so I can not hold back.  Keep my path straight, my way clear and my sight undimmed in your direction.  Help me to sort out the false from the true. Give me the resources to remove the fortresses of lies that trap the voice of Your Spirit from reaching me.   Help me to see everything through Your eyes.  Do not allow me my own fears and injustices to condemn or hurt others.  Let me see them as you do. Have me see as you do. Let me have Your eyes to see the world as you would have me see it and not how my passed would have me look at it. I give myself over to you. Do with me as you will, as you must. I am yours as always, forever.